pop balloon

apprehensively
i wait
not something to rush
as i know my heart
having done all i can
apologizing
have i done anything
to encourage this
awkwardness
or promote
misunderstanding
at least
as i perceive it
nothing more
than restoration
and renewal
do i want
however long
it takes
will be worth it
till the membrane
gives
or a pin
brings release
colored latex shreds
obliterate
what is stale
embrace
what is fresh
share
what is plunder
with those around
ka powww
rock on